Benn as the 2nd Christmas comes a round without you here, the depth of sadness and the void of you not being here is still larger than myself. I still can't believe your heart no longer beats, your face no longer smiles that we will never be able to speak again, not in this life. You will be with us around the table on Christmas day, you will be in our thoughts,in our hearts all the time .... I wish you were here.....